And it continues..

As I sit and reflect over life, I realize that in the last month I have experienced much loss and pain but only to help me get a better grasp on whaat my focus should be and where I see myself doing in the future. I lost a very good friend and almost lost my family on more than one occasion. I do believe that I am here on this plane to do great things for those around me and even for those I've never even met before. Almost feels like a predestined ordeal I've worked my way into lol but i'm sure it's gonna be a bad-ass time. I feel so free; as if i could just kind of sprout wings and fly haha. I literally just want the people closest to me to just laugh and smile. I could probably live off making people happy and get high off seein a smile. I'm hella blessed with a job where I can do this on the daily, only to continue my feat with my fam and friends from all over. I've received an enlightenment that most won't achieve from meditaing for years or those who have aged and become wiser. I'm happy. That basically sums it up. As the days go by, I realize that with time I'm only going to become more successful and I just hope the health of my family stays up. With all that going well, my plans for going bacc to school next year, my very entertaining job, loving family and friends, endless good-looks ;-), and my exotic, I predict good things for life...my life.