And it continues..

As I sit and reflect over life, I realize that in the last month I have experienced much loss and pain but only to help me get a better grasp on whaat my focus should be and where I see myself doing in the future. I lost a very good friend and almost lost my family on more than one occasion. I do believe that I am here on this plane to do great things for those around me and even for those I've never even met before. Almost feels like a predestined ordeal I've worked my way into lol but i'm sure it's gonna be a bad-ass time. I feel so free; as if i could just kind of sprout wings and fly haha. I literally just want the people closest to me to just laugh and smile. I could probably live off making people happy and get high off seein a smile. I'm hella blessed with a job where I can do this on the daily, only to continue my feat with my fam and friends from all over. I've received an enlightenment that most won't achieve from meditaing for years or those who have aged and become wiser. I'm happy. That basically sums it up. As the days go by, I realize that with time I'm only going to become more successful and I just hope the health of my family stays up. With all that going well, my plans for going bacc to school next year, my very entertaining job, loving family and friends, endless good-looks ;-), and my exotic, I predict good things for life...my life.

Life just continues to get better for me..I can honestly say I am fulfilled with all of my friends and family, I have a nice hoouse, a bad-ass car, and a few ladies that i'm diggin :). As time goes by, I hope that this life of mines stays positive and increases in joy so that I can spread this along to peers and others I see. I just hope its not misunderstood in the end though, I do have my moments of weakness but I tend to let those phase on. All I know is that i'm on the road to success and i'm traveling in style..in my shoes haha.

New Day..

Well, yesteerday is over so it's time to prepare for a brand new day. It was a pretty eventful weekend; I had the chance to go to the movies, I haven't been in forever. I saw The Woman In Blacc and Chronicle; both were some good movies so I was happy about that. Ugh, I was just upset with who I had to go with. Even as a (if i thought so) friendly outing, she managed to 'try' to make it a bad one. Good thing I had something to focus on haha. I'm just glad to see my children growing up healthy and learning everyday. I swear my son can read minds and body language. My eldest son can read now and my daughter, she's a piece of work I tell you lol. Easter went pretty smooth too. I visited my grandmother, and some more of the fam, and ate until I felt it would be wrong to do so again. All the kiddos played and ran around while we adults had us a good ole Easter session haha. I enjoyed myself and so did they, so I felt like I did my part as a good parent. Now, i'm bacc on my work flow. Cloccing in these good ole hours so I can make this gwap haha. My plans all seem to running together so i'm happy about that. Basically just another smooth ass day of relaxing while at work and then off to enjoy the rest of the day. Probably my biggest concern of the day is where i'm going for kunch haha. Well then, y'all take care and I'll be sure to keep majority of y'all updated on this wonderful life, my life...

Its been awhile..

Yea, yea...I know that I haven't been keeping my fans updated on the crazy nonsense called life for a minute. I've been somewhat busy trying to make sure that I won't have another setbacc like the one i'm experiencing now. I like to think that everybody has them, some just have a hard time rising from it. I know I am capable of doing so its just my patience to have things A-1 is wearing thin. Blah, I could be doing alot worse so i'll just cut my losses haha. I'm predicting; house, car, saved money and everything else no later than August. When you hear it, it doesn't sound too bad I guess. Other than that, it's been the same 'ol ish day in and day out with a few exceptions of the books I've studied with and some of the ladies I've met. I've been stucc between deciding on a relationship or just this various lifestyle of women I bring into my world of awesomeness. Either way is fine with me; although having that One would be a nice change. Gotta be careful though, it's for sure some snakes out there who just can't wait to bite and spread venom. I keep my grass cut so I typically don't have that problem but that doesnt mean it couldn't try to still arise. Blah, too brain raccing; why can't I just do both bwahahaha. It's too early for me to think about what has happened in the past weeks so I'll be bacc to post something later. Off to enjoy work and the rest of my day; it'll be a great day, Why?? Cause it's my life!!

Having Fun..

I wonder how many people can actually say that they enjoy everyday and can go through it smiling even when it seems like they shouldn't. I must say that throughout all I normally go through in my usual day, I still always feel wonderful majority of the time. Yesterday was one of them. I truly had a good day at work (once I felt like I had taken enough power naps), the weather was phenomenal; not too hot or windy, my ride home was so smooth, I barely had to pedal or stop for traffic, and I for sure had fun studying; like always. Afterwards, we decided to take a family trip to good 'ole Wal-Mart to get some household items but that so didn't go as planned at all haha. We were all doing something other than getting things we needed like; trash bags, dishwashing soap, and whatever else was needed..(as you can see, I was barely paying attention: I blame Apple for making ipods). I was with my younger sisters so I was automatically getting looks from all women in the vicinity. I want to know why that happens anyway, what makes me such a target haha ;). Of course, I wrote my name on the clouds before going so I was just having fun. I flashed the pretty ladies smiles, some even got blown a few kisses lol. We went for the groceries first then headed to electronics so I could buy ANOTHER Just Dance 3. I have no idea where my last one ran off. We took down some bikes and decided to ride them around the store a lil' bit lol then we went home cause we had already been in there for almost three hours hahaha. Ahhh...just another day of living...my life.

Wish Me Lucc!!

So yesterday i'm col' chillin at my place of residence after a long day of work, so I decided to do some wine studying. I started conversing with this chicc earlier in that day and decided that I would go see her. Mind you, she's attractive (like me) but whoa; when I say she's was ratchet..ooo wee!! I would have never been able to tell from our first convo that that was the situation I was getting myself invloved in, but hey, i'm no stranger to it hahah..I wasn't tripping at all though cause had already wrote my name on some clouds before I got there lol. So we sitting there choppin' it and she shows me these pictures of when she went out to a club...0_0, she was looking right!! Then, I noticed that I recognized her friend and I think that's where it went downhill for her. Maybe she thought I knew her cause I fucced, but that wasn't the case. Idk where this situation is going to go but I know her friend is a fuccin hottie and we've flirted once or twice ;-). I'm so hoping they're bi so that'll make it so much easier to have them both at the same time. If not, I can handle it being just one at a time bwahahahaha. Eh, well I guess I'll get bacc to work and i'll fill y'all  in on whatever pops up throughout this wonderful day...y'all enjoy cause I know I am..good 'ole life, my life.

Gossip 0_0

Brand new day so that means that it's a new chance to learn something that you didn't know yesterday. Although i'm not much one to relay gossip, I find myself in the mouths of others quite often. Yesterday I found out that a woman from last year has started speaking to an long-term ex of mines filling her head up with fabricated stories from years prior before we ever even met! I accepted it with deaf ears, but being the inqusitive person I am, I was impeled to know a reaon...I accepted that she was just angry because we only met once, and I passed her off lol. Yea, I used to be somewhat of a master player and polygamist lol, but i'm slowly but surely working on changing that for the unforseeable future. Oh well, it be like that some times is what I always say...tough break lol. With that said, I'm going to enjoy this lovely weather we are having today in the O and enjoy my Tuition while at work sitting bacc enjoying life...my life!

So I've recently come to the conclusion that i'm going to start blogging...I know, I know, what could I possibly have to talk about to you readers, but I'm sure that someone will find this entertaining as I slightly reveal some of my awesomness to the public view. Ooo, It's almost like I'm starting somewhat of a biography but at 21 lol..Since it's the early morning in my city, there's not too much to speak on so stay tuned to find out!